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September 27 随笔：月半弯（2007-9-25）=== === === === === === === ===
伤心的眼泪 不让你看见
可是你不懂 被爱的幸福……
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在忙碌的工作之后才想起来，今天是中秋节。在不知不觉的时候，又是一年过去了，安静的让人有些茫然。手机不定时的会响起短信的铃声，一个又一个祝福飞到自己身边，一颗又一颗跳动的心在温暖着彼此。白天的喧嚣中，偶尔会有一种怅然若失的感觉，许是源于秋的原因吧，自己这样默默的想着，耳边好似一个声音在娓娓的说着什么，想仔细听，却怎样都听不清楚。
晚上回到家上网，把接收到的祝福与其他人一起分享，希望可以将一份好心情传送出去。手机猛然间响起来，又是一条祝福的信息吧，自己一边想着一边拿起手机来看。忽然，一切都静止了。手机屏幕上显示的是那个熟悉的名字，心跳在那个时候好象也跟着头脑一起静止了。想了想，于是打开来看：
“还记得我把月饼寄托月亮，你看到了吗？昂起你的头，看看月亮，那里还有我的祝福：中秋节快乐！”
说实话，收到他的信息有些意外，从分开到如今，这是唯一的一个手机信息。原本已趋平静的湖面又泛起了一阵小小的涟漪。想问，却止住了，因为想起一个朋友的话：“女人之所以更容易心痛是由于她们总想要找出原因！”所以多了些犹豫。停了停，把已经编辑的信息删掉了，取而代之的只是简单的一句问候。也许，这样就已经是最好的结局了吧……
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到现在还是深深的 深深的爱着你
是爱情的 友情的都可以……
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时间从来不给人们太多的犹豫，在举棋不定的时候，很多机会都已经悄然的从身边溜走。还记得最初的日子里，朋友经常说：“爱，不论是以什么方式开始的，到了最后都会变成一种习惯！”于是，记住了这句话，也记住了他。夜色下又见到了他这熟悉而又久违的身影。听着他亲切的声音，心中还是会有种暖暖的感觉。把酒邀月、对影三人，这样的才情也只有跟他一起的时候，才会肆无忌惮的释放。
回首相望，彼此的相识相伴已走过三载；若即若离，相互的依赖纠缠已三个春秋。纵然身边拥有着无数的繁华，但是我知道，其实他和我一样，内心深处总留有一片最珍贵的空间给对方。虽然都会任性发脾气，都会赌气出走，甚至是会故意找毛病；但是，思念依然，牵挂依然，眷恋依然……
在他的要求下，我唱着最初相识时的那首歌，他总会玩笑的说那是我的成名曲，然后蹩脚的学唱着，只是三年前、三年后的水平都相差无几，但却总是喜欢他那种难得的孩子气！在我的要求下，他唱起那首再次相见后的歌——曾经让我听到流泪的旋律，经过他的演绎，才让我更加深刻的体会着我们之间无法用语言诉说的深情。纵使遥远的距离今生无法超越，然而心中甜甜的感受却可以永久保留！
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那时我们什么都不怕
你说要一直爱一直好
就这样 永远不分开
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 September 14 深夜·思念==========================================
没有原因的想着一个人
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虽然已经过了一段时间没有真的在一起过，甚至简单的，温情的说话的机会，都已经很少很少了。但还是会很想他！
脑海里总会时不时的出现他的影子，耳边仿佛总能听见他的声音！在这个下雨的深夜里，辗转难眠，于是又把电脑打开，温习着曾经一起时聊天的点滴，那些只言片语在这个时候，仿佛也可以撑起一片天空……
把手机调到他的铃声，是当初偷录下他唱的歌，虽然很短，却也能满足心中对他的依恋。想想，真觉得是一种悲哀啊！从没有这样期盼着看到一个人，同时又害怕见到这个人！期盼着可以象从前一样的甜蜜，又害怕丢失了那时的默契！ ==========================================
心，空空的
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几个月来一直都是，虽然每天都让自己忙碌着，不论是工作，还是回到家里，但是依然掩饰不住心中的那种空荡荡的感觉！
也许真的是时间可以改变一切吗？总是在做着同样的梦，一遍又一遍；总是在念着一个名字，一遍又一遍。可是，真的面对面的时候，才发现，原来，没有语言是如此的尴尬！怎么终会走到这样？谁该负责？我说不清楚！
也许，本就是个无法说清楚的事情，从古到今，从他人到自己。
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原来，
有一种心情叫做寂寞，
会从心头慢慢划过，
心中蔓延开的不是血液，
而是思念……
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不知道为什么忽然会想起这句话，也许也是因为心中的一种怀念吧！
不知道谁点的歌《try to remember》，音乐轻轻的在耳边响起，也在瞬间勾起了很多很多回忆…… try to remember，闭上眼睛，静静的听着这轻柔的旋律在心中回荡，重新温习着在脑海中反复出现的一个个身影……
也许，年轻时候的我们，真的不懂得爱情吧？曾经擦肩而过的点滴，化作一幅幅记忆的碎片……
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思念，纠缠……
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 September 12 day-dreaming talk It's a sunny day here today, and I'm sitting in the office just after having lunch with girls at work. Actually, they are or gonna to be Mrs' already. All of their talk is about getting married, start family life and so on. It's a good chance for me to learn, so that's why I called their talk instead of our talk, because I can hardly input a word during the talking.
Last Saturday morning, I was asked to join a girl's wedding dress picking time. It was really wonderful to see others put on the white wedding dress while smile happily. Also it's always sweet to feel their eager to get married. There were several couples in the shop trying different styles of wedding dresses or just evening dresses for that romantic moment. When my workmate dress up with the white and show herself in front of her fiance and me, wow, I should say that she looks like an angel!... So charming, so sweet, so pure, and so beautiful... She tried several styels of dresses as well, most of which are quite pretty on her, but I should admit that the most beautiful dress is that wedding dress.
The number of friends who get married is increasing year by year, and after four closest friends of mine got married last year, people around me turned to ask about my big time. Some one even suggest me to start to try on the wedding dress sometime, because they think it may help me to realize that how much I'm looking forward to that day. To be honest, it's no need to do that because since I was four years old, I've been day-dreaming of my big day, which has always been told by my mum, as a result nearly every family member knows that story of me the little girl. Effected by the girl who's gonna get married recently, I restart to focus on that kinda info... which style do I like the most of the wedding dress, which style of the evening dress suit me perfectly, which kinda place do I love to hold the wedding ceremony, which sorta art pics do I prefer to take for my wedding... There are always questions, yet no keys......
Nevertheless, it's time for me to back into reality now! Wake-Up, girl, it's time to concentrate on the goals in real life! No matter how much do you like day-dreaming, no mater what do you always dream for, reality is reality, no time for people to hesitate... Find out what you girl really love, and know what your heart really love, then just follow your heart to work it out!
Life is beautiful even thought it's fulfilled with challege and adventure. Enjoy evey singel day and appreciate for what you've already got, then give a most beautiful & sweet smile to others around...
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