如果，今生的我们没有相遇，

是否会依然快乐？

如果，今生的我们没有分离，

是否会依旧眷恋？

 

淡淡风尘之外，呼唤着你的姓名；

茫茫人海之中，搜索着你的身影。

 

思绪旋转，忽暗忽明，

好似炎热的夏天一般多变。

 

走过春秋之后的契合，

留下旷世稀有的依托，

没有承诺，胜似承诺；

没有誓言，胜过誓言。

 

只因在这繁华世间，

与你相逢，

相知又相恋，

于是，一切的情感有你相伴；

于是，所有的美妙与你有关。

 

让玫瑰代表你我，

将这份属于彼此的美丽延续，

直到很远、很远以后的瞬间。

 

期待，在未来的某一天，

我的手可以被你轻轻的牵起，

刻画出那一份真挚的同心圆，

直到很久、很久之后的永远。

 

轻柔的月光下，

你我相依、相拥，

起舞，随着岁月的韵律，

挪动着温暖跌宕的舞步，

跳一曲永不分离。

 

哪怕再多的纷扰也毫不在意，

哪怕再多的喧闹也毫不顾虑，

因为知道，从此自己不再独自飞翔，

在我的天空，有你；

我的世界里，至少还有你……

 

Time flies! It seems as if the beginning of this semester, however, it's going to the end now. Many things happened during this period of time, mostly of which are wonderful things, such as new friends, new teachers, new knowledge, new mood, and of course a new story...

Generally speaking, I've been bloody busy recently because of so many assignments, group work, case studies, as well as the preparation of the final exams. Kinda feel stressful days ago, so haven't got the mood of eating from then. Although I love planning things in life in order to keep them well-organized, sometimes it simply doesn't work as I thought.

Everything can change! After I said that, E told me that sometimes change can be good thing, too. He ran to my bus stop to make a change of waiting for bus instead of his normal bus stop, which gave me a real surprise, when I walked out of the yard and saw his waving towards me in the morning; also, he led my way to a different path which was also nice road when we walked to the building in school the same morning. Sometimes, we may feel lost in life because of so many things coming towards us nearly at the same time; however, if we could stay in calm and make sure to figure out which is more important & necessary in life, and then make the move to solve it, I believe the goals could be achieved sooner or later.

Last night when I talked with my sister who's getting married next week, I missed her so much that I wish to fly back home immediately to join her wedding ceremony. She told me that she received my celebrating card yesterday and planned to let the host read my poem written for her on her wedding. I love this lovely idea, which makes me feel to be close to her on the important day; she wishes that I could back home to be with her during this important period, to share her joyness, and to experience her wonderful feelings. I wish I could do that, too.

However, those can only be a wish. Right now, I have no time & no money to afford that long distance journey, sigh... still have to work on it and hopefully I can make it before the next Spring Festival! I once hoped that I don't need to back home alone, but maybe it's not the right time yet, so I still need to wait for some other time, well, actually only God know how long it could take... Still, ought to be strong & brave, and have faith in life no matter what.

Most of the time, people can be strugling when they make some decisions; in the past, I didn't realize that I could become one of these people some day, nevertheless, I realize recently that making decision can be one of the most difficult thing to do in the world. No matter how much we care, no matter what we really hope to accomplish, we still can miss the opportunities. Friends told me that I should wait, wait until the right time, the right place, then I could be with the right person for now and forever. I don't know... More and more friends around me either gonna get married or gonna have babies, and I'm really happy for them to share their experiences with me. Life is about sharing, no matter with families or with friends; sometimes we can even share our experiences and stories to some strangers in life. No matter whom we share our experiencs, we could be happy ourselves and we could bring happiness to someone else, hopefully.

The type of happiness can vary from people to people because we all have different standards as well as expectations of joyness. "Am I happy?" I asked myself, quite a lot of times recently... and the answer is "yes". Even though I choose a slightly different lifestyle as other friends to live, I still enjoy my life because it is my choice. Right... it is my choice to leave the comfortable home where my family are, it is my choice to give up the privous job which I like to do, it is my choice to wait my Mr. Right for so much time instead of following other people's steps, it is my choice to travel across the half world to live alone... yep...these are all my choices...

Life can be really confusing if we don't concentrate on where we are surpposed to go because there are so many distractions in life. Just as the movie in which the bride likes to run from her weddings for several times because she couldn't bear the pressure and felt lost. I think it is the same as feeling lost in life; sometimes, when we can't stare at the goal, we may walk into some other directions which might lead us to the same goal or might lead us to some object direction.

I changed the wall paper of my laptop from green leaves to wedding rings last night, guess it's a result of being effected by my sister's coming wedding ceremony... I know it is difficult for most of people to make a lifetime commitment, as we always like to say that we are not ready or it's not the right time yet. That's the reason why I should give all my best wishes to those people who are gonna or already made the commitment for their life. It's nice feeling that some day when we all grow old, we could sit by each other to enjoy the precious memories and told the other that how much we love, how much we care, how lucky we were to find each other and how sweet to be with each other for the whole lifetime.

Anyway, the thoughts can go really far away from the reality. We smile, we cry; we laugh, we yell. All these because of love, not only the love of ourselves, but also the love of each other.