It was a wonderful weekend! The clear sky with gentle wind made me feel the real nice feeling of this autumn in Toronto. I was so happy to know that E planed all the things we've done during this weekend, especially went to a park nearby the Ontario Lake. It was very nice and peaceful to walk with him in that park. felt like in that lovely movie <Before Sunset>.

Standing on the sand, facing the lake, listening to each wave, and feeling the warm sunlight shinning in the sky, all these are so beautiful that I could hardly want to go anywhere else! Some memories came back when I stood there. There was a popular saying that if someone write the name of the person he/she is missing on the sand, the waves could take the missing feeling to that person by watering them away. Back to the time when I was in Britain, I always liked to take a trip to somewhere near the ocean, and always liked to write something on the sand, poems, as well as names. The most important thing that I found out was that the similar views could vary so much if enjoying with someone who cared about you.

Talked with a good friend online tonight, he told me that he began to envy E now more than ever because he wanted to have the opportunity to enjoy every wonderful views with me as well. I really appreciated his honest words. However, I could do nothing to change, sometimes the reality is the reality, no one could do anything to change it, even though mostly people really want to change it.

I know it is precious that people can still remember each other after time passing by; especially years and years later, people can still appreciate what you did, even during a short period of their lifetime, and they still can remember you and all things relative to you, instead of blowing the memories and making them disappear.

Some friends said that E was lucky to be with me; however, I believe luck has been always on my side because it needs two people together to make a friendship and relationship work. I remembered several days ago when I told E that I was not good at DIY(Do-It-Yourself) things, E asked me how I feel about DIT things. I was lost when I first heard this word and asked him what DIT was. He told that DIT refers to Do-It-Together. I smiled when I heard his answer, which was really warm and cute answer.

Most of the time, we people like to expect much more things than they could actually use in life, but forget that things to make us feel happy are those simple ones; for instance, laying down on the grass in a nice park to take a nap with someone that you love, sitting next to each other to count the number of stars in the dark sky, watching a nice & romantic movie and keep hand in another person's warm one.....

Someone said in the movie <Meet Joe Black> that true love was when two people shared all good and bad secrets and still wanted to be together; just like being an optimist, since I believe the true optimist is not the person who hasn't experienced anything sad in life, but the person who experienced various sad moments still has faith and hope in the future. Additionally, emotion could be really simple if people think it in a simple way which is full of wonderful moments, and these moments make ever-lastingly wonderful memories in people's lifetime!